Verse 1Is this just gettin' oEmlder?
I can't get away from this rDain
I'm startin' to thCink that it's me
And EmI wanna just create things
But the longer it taDkes, I feel drained
Can't reCmember a day I've been sEmober
Not in a place to tDake blame
Any more weight, I might break
TEmell me, do you feel the same?
Guess we all gDo the same wCay
I'm in a bit of a mDess here
I count to ten and I hope to dCisappear
And if I did my hEmomework
Could I have been moDre than this?
Findin' a wCay to exist
WEmithin a world with no risk
Forcin' a sDhoe that won't fCit
I spend most the days stEmoned
And makin' excuses fDor it
Sayin', "It'll hCelp to write this"
BEmut on the real, I'm tight-lipped
Shootin' the shDot that I'll miCssPre-ChorusAnd it's so far frDom near
Why the hell am I still here?
ChorusThis is not the end o
Gf our lives
This is just a b
Dump in the ride
And
CI know that it will
Gbe alright
And if it's not, then we're **
D****, aren't w
Ce?
I can't help mys
Gelf but cry every time that
DI reali
Cze
Maybe I'll never fi
Gnd my smile
But who's to blame? W
Dell, that's on m
Ce
Post-ChorusWell, that's on
Dme, well, that's on me
Verse 2Now that the weather is c
Emolder
Nothin' is maskin' this p
Dain
The summer was he
Cre, but won't stay
And
Emwe are inside, like, all day
Regrettin' the th
Dings that we say.
C..
And it takes a t
Emoll, yeah
The conversation w
Don't end
Bein' a ro
Cck for your friends
C
Emracks in the surface don't mend
We only br
Deak, we don't bend..
C.
And you think it was
Dso clear
But I can't see nothin' but the fear
I'm feelin' so bl
Emoated
Thinkin' a salad w
Don't do
Might as well op
Cen up two
L
Emockin' myself in my room
Hopin' that this'll e
Dnd soon.
C..
And no one will not
Emice
What I will put mys
Delf through
'Cause they will ha
Cte themselves too
I
Emsn't it mad what we do?
Pretendin' to w
Din, but just lo
Cse
Pre-ChorusAnd it's so far fr
Dom near
Why the hell am I still here?
ChorusThis is not the end o
Gf our lives
This is just a b
Dump in the ride
And
CI know that it will
Gbe alright
And if it's not, then we're **
D****, aren't w
Ce?
I can't help mys
Gelf but cry every time that
DI reali
Cze
Maybe I'll never fi
Gnd my smile
But who's to blame? W
Dell, that's on m
Ce
Well, that's on m
De, well, that's on me
BridgeToo many things
Amon my mind
To process m
Goments of li
Dfe
There's some days I l
Amose my drive
Then, some, can't contr
Gol the f
Dire
I'm aware that th
Amings take time
But I'm not a p
Gatient g
Duy
Maybe, if I w
Amait, I'll find
Resemblance of p
Geace of mi
Dnd
Verse 3This is just gettin' o
Emlder
Runnin' away from my p
Dast
Knowin', the c
Calm, it won't last
B
Emein' a mouse in this grass
Feedin' the sna
Dkes behind us
A
Cnd I'm searchin' for cl
Emosure
But nothin' is healin' th
Dese scars
When I open
Cup, they just laugh
S
Emayin' if they had just half
Then nothin' would ev
Der be d
Cark
Pre-ChorusIs it, "New me, n
Dew year"
Or just the same old blue sphere?
ChorusThis is not the end o
Gf our lives
This is just a b
Dump in the ride
And
CI know that it will
Gbe alright
And if it's not, then we're **
D****, aren't w
Ce?
I can't help mys
Gelf but cry every time that
DI reali
Cze
Maybe I'll never fi
Gnd my smile
But who's to blame? W
Dell, that's on m
Ce
Post-ChorusWell, that's on
Dme, well, that's on me
Well, that's on
Gme..
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