And you called me four times, but I still felt alone
I can't
I'm not thinking of you any
I
Grown more in a year with my own self-compassion
I
It would be
And I'm wanting to please you, but I'm begging to leave
Your
Though in your head, it's
I
Wanting you isn't e
We were too young to
Hate myself, now that's al
Hate being alone, so stay the
You don't love me
You just
It kills me to be kind
It kills me to be kind
In our shared house, fall asleep on each other
But I
Not like you'd re
You
Now I'm in New York because I couldn't wait any
But I
(I don't think of you)
(Like I used to)
Wanting you isn't e
We were too young to
Hate myself, now that's al
Hate being alone, so stay the
You don't love me
You just
It kills me to be kind
It kills me to be kind
Despite how bad you felt
Need somebody in your bed
To drown that noise in your head
But I keep you in my mind
Though I faked it every time
You know it kills me to be kind
It killed me to be kind
Give it all up for us
Give it all up for us
You could give it all up for us
You'd give it all up for us
You'd give it all up for us
But that doesn't mean it was
It doesn't mean it was
And you called me six times, but I still felt alone
Can I
I don't