Bella White - Numbers Chords

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Verse 1It’s not what I tAhought it would feel like.
The praise that’s seeping in,
it goes as qDuick as it comes
like it’s carried by some strong wAind
and I Bmknow what it seems like.
EThat I’m thinking on leaving againA.
Verse 2Maybe IA’m just a little shallow
and if it’s true that still waters run deep
well then DI’ve been swiftly moving.
Can the others see right through mAe?
My masquerBmades and my illusions
Ethat I crafted so carefulAly.
Well, I’m just a bBmroken illusion,
EI’m not as tough as I oughta be.A.
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ChorusWell, the fAlowers my mama bought me.
They only keep for two weeks
and then they juDst become another reminder
that he’s never gonna write to mAe.
And I spoke my fBmears to my mama.
EShe said “Honey, just let it bAe.”
And then she Bmsent some pretty flowers
with the hEopes that my hurtin’ they would ease.A.
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ChorusWell, you would thAink that I should feel happy,
but the truth is I feel spent.
And the nDumbers they’ve been climbing.
Just not enough to pay my reAnt.
I didn’t used to tBmhink much of the numbers,
Ebut now they’re always racing through my hAead.
And I guess that I gBmrew a little shallow
when I forsook tEhe words that my mama once said.A.
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Verse 3Now my tAhoughts are slow and twisted.
And I can’t seem to break them down
which leaves my wDords false in meaning.
I feel sad when I speak out loAud.
I thought I was to Bmbe a better lover
Ewhen I got out of that tAown.
But I’m still Bmno good in lovin’,
and lEovin’ only leaves me losin’ anyhoAw.
Yes, ID’m stBmill no good in lovin’,
and lEovin’ only leaves me losin’ anyhow.A.
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