IntroCBmGAmG.
Verse 1CI try to keep my face up
BmBut old friends wanna say stuff
GIronic how I stay up
Am'Cause I don't wGanna wake up
CI feel my brain starts to melt
BmI see I'm losin' myself
GI complain 'bout mental health
AmBut I don't seek any help
Pre-ChorusCAnd it's hard for me to focus
BmAnd I don't know why I wrote this
GTo be honest, everything I write is
EAmvery other thing that shoGuld be spoken
CThey ain't aware that I feel like this
BmThey ain't aware that I'm tryna fight this
GI don't talk 'cause I'm going through a crisis
ThAmink I know the reason wGhy I wanna write thisChorusI don't think I'm hCappy
Waking up's a bad drBmeam
Crowded by the bGad things
Crowded by theâ€Am” (Ayy)
And GI don't know what's hCappening
Seeing all them laBmughing
Feel some type of stGabbing
I don't whatâ€Am” (Ayy)
And GI don't know what's happeningVerse 2YoCu don't understand, wanna close the curtains
PeBmople talk about me like they want me hurting
And everybGody try to paint me as an awful person
Trying to nAmot give a **** 'cause nobGody's perfect
And I knCow who I am, you don't gotta detest me
Try to loBmve other people but they don't seem friendly
And the whGole world loved me, now they turnin' against me
HAmomies that I thought I had started to be an enemy
C****, so that's how it is?
FBmighting around people about things I never did
Still mGaking mistakes even though I ain't a kid
I just wAmanna make music for the fGun and get lit
Oh **C** (Oh ****), here we go again
HBmere's another person tryna play pretend
IGt's another person telling me that I'm they friend
But I knAmow they gonna **** me over whGen we at the end, ayyPre-ChorusC(It's hard for me to focus)
Bm(And I don't know why I wrote this)
G(To be honest, everything I write is)
(EvAmery other thing that shouGld be spoken)
CThey ain't aware that I feel like this
BmThey ain't aware that I'm tryna fight this
GI don't talk 'cause I'm going through a crisis
ThAmink I know the reason wGhy I wanna write thisChorusI don't think I'm hCappy
Waking up's a bad drBmeam
Crowded by the bGad things
Crowded by theâ€Am” (Ayy)
And GI don't know what's hCappening
Seeing all them laBmughing
Feel some type of stGabbing
I don't whatâ€Am” (Ayy)
And GI don't know what's happening
I don't think I'm hCappy
Waking up's a bad drBmeam (Waking up's a bad dream)
Crowded by the bGad things
Crowded by theâ€Am” (Ayy)
And GI don't know what's hCappening
Seeing all them laBmughing (Seeing all them laughing)
Feel some type of stGabbing
I don't whatâ€Am” (Ayy)
And GI don't know what's hCappeningOutroBmGAmG.
CBmGAmG.