NF – HAPPY Chords

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IntroG....Verse 1Em..Dear GCod, please
G..Hear me out, I knDow it's been a couple yeEmars
Since CI've reached
G..Out and said hDello, I bet you're wonderiEmng
Why CI keep
G..Obsessing on and stDressing all the lethal thinEmgs
When CI should be
G..Living life and sDoaking up the memorEmies
I know CI been selfish, GI have
No excuDse to give you, it's truEme
Hanging Cby a thread so GI live
I don't know Dwhy, but I feel more comfortablEme

ChorusLiving in my Cagony
Watching my sGelf-esteem go up in flDames, acting like I don'Emt
Care what anyoCne else thinks
When I know trGuthfully, that that's the fDurthest thing from how EmI
Feel but I'm too pCroud to open up and ask yGou
To pick me up and pDull me out this hole I'm trapped iEmn
The truth is I need hCelp but I just can't imagiGne
Who I'd Dbe if I was happyVerse 2Em..Yeah, been this way so long, it feels lCike something's off when I'm not depressed
I got somGe issues that I won't address, I got somDe baggage I ain't open yet
I got soEmme demons I should put to rest, I got soCme traumas that I can't forget
I got somGe phone calls I been avoiding, some faDmily members I don't really connect with
Some things EmI said I wish I would have not let slip
Some hurtCful words that never should've let my lips
Some bridGges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some inDsecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the fEmirst to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the lCast to admit I need a hand to hold
LGosing hope, made it out a dangerous road
Strange, DI know, but I feel most at home when I'Emm ChorusLiving in my Cagony
Watching my sGelf-esteem go up in flDames, acting like I don'Emt
Care what anyoCne else thinks
When I know trGuthfully, that that's the fDurthest thing from how EmI
Feel but I'm too pCroud to open up and ask yGou
To pick me up and pDull me out this hole I'm trapped iEmn
The truth is I need hCelp but I just can't imagiGne
Who I'd Dbe if I was happyBridgeEm....DCon't know what's around the.G..bend
DDon't know what my future.Em..is
But CI can't keep on living.G..in.D.ChorusEm..Living in my Cagony
Watching my sGelf-esteem go up in flDames, acting like I don'Emt
Care what anyoCne else thinks
When I know trGuthfully, that that's the fDurthest thing from how EmI
Feel but I'm too pCroud to open up and ask yGou
To pick me up and pDull me out this hole I'm trapped iEmn
The truth is I need hCelp but I just can't imagiGne
Who I'd Dbe if I was happyOutroEm.....C....G....D..If I was happy
Em.....C....G....D..If I was happy