NF - HAPPY Chords

IntroG
Verse 1EmDear GCod, please
GHear me out, I knDow it's been a couple yeEmars
Since CI've reached
GOut and said hDello, I bet you're wonderiEmng
Why CI keep
GObsessing on and stDressing all the lethal thinEmgs
When CI should be
GLiving life and sDoaking up the memorEmies
I know CI been selfish, GI have
No excuDse to give you, it's truEme
Hanging Cby a thread so GI live
I don't know Dwhy, but I feel more comfortablEmeChorusLiving in my Cagony
Watching my sGelf-esteem go up in flDames, acting like I don'Emt
Care what anyoCne else thinks
When I know trGuthfully, that that's the fDurthest thing from how EmI
Feel but I'm too pCroud to open up and ask yGou
To pick me up and pDull me out this hole I'm trapped iEmn
The truth is I need hCelp but I just can't imagiGne
Who I'd Dbe if I was happyVerse 2EmYeah, been this way so long, it feels lCike something's off when I'm not depressed
I got somGe issues that I won't address, I got somDe baggage I ain't open yet
I got soEmme demons I should put to rest, I got soCme traumas that I can't forget
I got somGe phone calls I been avoiding, some faDmily members I don't really connect with
Some things EmI said I wish I would have not let slip
Some hurtCful words that never should've let my lips
Some bridGges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some inDsecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the fEmirst to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the lCast to admit I need a hand to hold
LGosing hope, made it out a dangerous road
Strange, DI know, but I feel most at home when I'EmmChorusLiving in my Cagony
Watching my sGelf-esteem go up in flDames, acting like I don'Emt
Care what anyoCne else thinks
When I know trGuthfully, that that's the fDurthest thing from how EmI
Feel but I'm too pCroud to open up and ask yGou
To pick me up and pDull me out this hole I'm trapped iEmn
The truth is I need hCelp but I just can't imagiGne
Who I'd Dbe if I was happyBridgeEmDCon't know what's around the.Gbend
DDon't know what my future.Emis
But CI can't keep on living.Gin.D.
ChorusEmLiving in my Cagony
Watching my sGelf-esteem go up in flDames, acting like I don'Emt
Care what anyoCne else thinks
When I know trGuthfully, that that's the fDurthest thing from how EmI
Feel but I'm too pCroud to open up and ask yGou
To pick me up and pDull me out this hole I'm trapped iEmn
The truth is I need hCelp but I just can't imagiGne
Who I'd Dbe if I was happyOutroEmCGDIf I was happy
EmCGDIf I was happy